midnight mayham is mad;

Supper with the usual gang was great. But AS USUAL we have no where to head to after that. Due to a sudden stroke of bad luck and some drinks, I missed a step at Louis's house and fell. My ankle swelled up to a size of a golfball and I couldn't stop laughing hysterically. (according to them) Oh, it was endorphins at work, being the efficient painkiller it is. Ok, anyway, I think I scared them a little and was forced to go the A&E at like 4+am. Xray.

Yes, so I'm not walking very well and my mood are in the pits. PITS I TELL YOU. roars. No appetite to eat as well. Roars. And I have to attempt to study. SIGH.

My friends have been awesome. Super nice. Super touched by everything they've done for me (:

as much as i wish;

Questions unanswered.
It leaves a void the soul.
All I can do is wonder.
Now with nothing to occupy my mind,
the dull ache is surfacing.
memories triggered by the smallest matters.
bringing in the tears and sharp stabs of despair.
Until next week,
I really don't know what it will be.

Uncertainty sucks.
But I'm glad to have my friends to be by my side.
No matter what happens.
And it is because of you guys,
I try harder to smile a little more each day.

24 hours;

In approximately 24 hours, I would have cleared the papers that are hard to study for. Phew. I can't wait for 3pm tomorrow. Then it is rest and relax until Thurday when I have to start reading madly. Japanese studies and APB.

I hope AIS will be ok. Cross my fingers.

For myself;

Heartache.
But for now, I must hit the books.

Then, a life revamp.

Little joy;

I don't know what happened to my tagboard. No time to settle that now.

Oh, and someone drew/put together this for me! (:

That's me floating around in wonderland. (:

Apples and exams;

I think I'm gonna fail Biz Comm. Please don't ask me how, but I think it is possible. Time shortage is so not me. Roars. But it happen. Sigh.

But I feel better now, after lunch with twin. I can't imagine how I'll be like the whole afternoon if I didn't meet her. Thank u twin, study hard and eat more ice cream since the weather is so hot. I'll see you tomorrow.

Time to shelve this bad morning away and focus on what's important! Just 5 more papers. :) I can do this.

Peace. That's me! (photo taken by eileeny)

PS. I really like to munch on apples these days. Crunchy. Yum.

Love is sweet and sour;

):

But at the moment, I check out the sweet moments here:
LE LOVE

I likeyy.

Images on my mirror;

1. Flash


2. One Eye


3. Alternate Sides

4. Through my lens

a little late;

I just read Jie's blog. It has been so long since she has left and almost 8 months since I've seen her. Perhaps I need a new start, some revelation to appreciate what I have in my life a bit better. Something that will pull me out of this clouded misery here in NUS, where indeed, I've lost my dreams and aspirations.

and all along, I thought I was alone.

merry xmas;

this blog has served its purpose, i'm suppose to let it go.
but i can't.

the family love the presents.
i'm glad.
the fuzzy warm feeling.

i love my presents too!
a whole estee lauder make up set, coco mademoiselle perfume, hair clip, a box of goodies from japan, a storybook!!! (:
lv neverfull included....................
gucci wallet.
hey sis, i want a LOMO.
:P

my xmas wish didn't happen ONCE AGAIN though.

~ i don't know whats up with just now really. -.- SHEESH?